Dreaming

Chel i just woke up with such a strong thought of how much I love you. I love your genuinely happy eyes. After all that you've gone through.... You are the truly happiest girl I know. You are happy with yourself, so cheerful and playful and full of life. Even when you were sick you were still so happy. I admire you. You have an incredible effect on mr. I've never been so happy and felt so not alone in my whole life. It's a deeper love than I've ever felt and it's literally makin me be better and do things better without me even thinking about it. During my prayers tonight I realized I've been doing things differently lately, thugs I'd tried to improve since I was a kid and as I prayed I recieved that it's you. The addition of your happy spirit to my life and the genuine love I have for you is purifying me and causing me to do things better and be better without even thinking about it. Did I mention how much I love those happy eyes? You make friends with everyone- people naturally love you and want to be around you. I'm so impressed with you and so are my family and friends .

Sorry I beat you to the blog u claimed.... But I couldn't resist :)

Bright Eyes

Now I know

Tonight you held me, looked right into my eyes and told me smiling that this is it....that i'm it......that i'm going to be your husband and father of your children.....that you were done looking and that you'd found out everything about me you needed to know in your heart.....that you were going to be Chelsea Chambers.....I gave you a big hug, wiped your happy tears and just let it sink in.

That moment was the most special and most important moment to me in my life so far.

I've known since our drive home after our first visit in Boise. As we crested the hill into Bear River county we were holding hands listening to one of your favorite songs, "O Holy Night," when I felt the spirit overwhelm me. I looked at you and without thinking asked the lord in my heart if you were her. I felt such a powerful warmth and conviction that I teared up and just looked at you and said, "I don't know where or when....but i'm going to marry you." It was in the top few strongest promptings I've ever had in my life. That was literally only after a few weeks of knowing you.

So to finally know, that you know too, is wonderful and special to me.

I'll hold tonight dear in my heart forever. I'll never take that love for granted.

I am a happy man. I think I owe Grandpa and Grandma Vaughn J a big favor for telling you to figure it out!

Also I'd like to thank my official sponsors Kallie, Lance, Tylon, Ella, my producers Ginny, Katie and Caley, mentors Emily and Diana, co writers Laura and David, and anyone else I forgot that supported me throughout this process and kept telling me not to give up. haha you are laughing out loud right now. nice. I'm glad we have the same humor. I think my next post is going to be about all the awesome things I love about you.

We're going to Hockinson next weekend!!!!!! I can't believe it! And Dew Tour this weekend, Boise in two weekends, and Vegas, LA, Cruise, and Ensenada in a month!

ps: my secret was I told Ginny it would be soooo coool, soooo epic, soooo memorable and romantic if I proposed on the cruise in Ensenada....but showing how clueless I am....she told me no bueno....... so it won't happen on the cruise hahaha but it'll remain a surprise though!!!!! ....it just takes all the fun out of it that you're going to tell me when it's time.....then you won't be surprised!!! But that's better than getting a NO. hahaha

ps2: Did you notice how the music was PERFECT when we had the moment tonight? All the sudden my hip-hop turned to an amazing sweeping symphony made just for us.

Did I never tell you? Heavenly Father is my DJ. It's included with the Chambers package.